This is a book that was conceived over a year ago. I met Francesca who gave me her diaries of her personal illness. I am very grateful to her to open up and share such intimate thoughts and feelings and want to share them within a book. I wanted to show the “control” of an eating disorder and didn’t want to confine it to how the body looks or the food but the cause. Body Dysmorphia is not someone looking for attention but an illness and is not subjected to one sex or age. This is why I used the concept of water. It can be controlled, water can change shape by evaporating, movement etc.